Trials

LIFE has ups and down..
depend on how we handle our LIFE
the best way is to be patient in anything that happen around us...
Appreciate others and Appreciate your LIFE NOW...
Coz it may be different for tomorrow....
Everyday when we woke up,we have been given two choices in life...
Either to be in a good mood and to be in a bad mood
choose to be in a good mood coz you will make the best for the day =)

I miss u....thx for the advice dear =)

one year

our love has grown for one year~

I love u so much!!!

with all the barriers, we have overcome it together with our love strength~

thank u so much~~=)~~

slamat hari raya aidilfitri dan hari merdeka 2011

Tanggal 31 OGOS 2011: tahun ni sambutan raya disambut dengan hari kebangsaan sekaligus memeriahkan lagi  suasana Hari Raya Aidilfitri tahun ini~~=)

aku berharap agar aku dapat berubah menjadi seorang insan yang lebih baik dari sebelum ini`~moga raya ini adalah Hari Raya yg bermakna buat aku dan satu transformasi bagiku  lgpun umur pun da 21 tahun~~=) masa begitu pantas berlalu jadi hargailah saat-saat bahagia bersama keluarga kerana mungkin saat-saat ini takkan berulang lagi~~aku sgt menyayangi mama dan adikku ~~mereka sahajalah ahli keluargaku yang sentiasa memberikan dorongan kepadaku untuk terus berjaya~~aku akan berusaha untuk berjaya~~~=) insyaAllah dengan keberkatan dari Allah~~=)

taken from google pic~~

describing own feelings..

feeling empty actually~~shocked!!

i won't trust u anymore~~haha such a liar~~i always admire u as my good senior~~but u have ruined everything~~haha

thx~~thank u~~~twice is enough~~

action speaks louder than words~~=)
 

desire

Tink,tonk,Tink,tonk.

the clock strike 5pm in the evening~

I was always dream to be somebody or in other words a successful person~~=)

Success belongs to me if I can change and be more matured~~

 “Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”

“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”

Hope one day I will~~

Mom,I'll make u proud of me~~

Sister, I'll be the best sister and fulfill your dreams~~

Insya Allah ~~believe in God~~=)

i love this song =)

GEMOK!!tidakkkkkkkkk...hahaha(malay version)

hye bertemu lagi kita  dalam malay version~~~hahaha~~~(gedik kan) :P

okeyla sbnarnya kan sy nak share apa yg sy baca tempoh hari~~dlm stu keratan surat khabar yg telah lama sy kumpul~~smbil mengemas bilik yg agak bersepah,akhirnya sy diketemukan dgn keratan-keratan ni~~kdg22 bila mood sy agak x btol, bila baca stu artikel menarik sy akan kumpul artikel-artikel tu~~kirenya hobi la jugak~~stiap org kan ade hobi masing2~~:)

okey la berbalik kepada topik di atas iaitu GEMOK!!tidakkkk...biarla sy mengulas sedikit mengenainya ye kawan22...semua org sering risau tentang gemok ni~~smpai kadang2 ter-effect jugak sdikit sbanyak kat sy. maklumlah sy yg kurus ni pun org kata gmok ((haha perasan la weh!!)) tambah2 kat universiti, si gadis22 jelita kat universiti ni slalunya sibuk nak kurussss ja~~xtaulaa diorg nak kurus apa lg, pdahal sy tgk diorg ni da kurus, kurus lg dr saya`~tp diorg kata diorg still gmok~~mao pening kpala den bila diorg duk mengadu mcm22~~ade yang terpaksa fkir sesuai x nak mkn wktu mlm or sesuai x nak makan dlm kuantiti sebanyak tu~~wow~~~taksub kan diorg??? maybe diorg nak kurus ala2 model gitu ~~~awwww~~:P~~phewittt~~~:P and lg stu msalah ialah mybe pkaian sekarang suma kecik2~~seluar pun semuanya kecik22~~designer sluar and pkaian ni ingt kta budak sek rendah kot duk reka pkaian kecik22~~org nak pkai pun x muat~~haha :P

okeyla mai cek nak habaq ni (loghat kedah) ampa suma x payahla nak rsau sgt~~sbnaqnya setiap dari kta mempunyai saiz and jenis badan yang berbeza... kdg2 kita ni jenis besaq agam, kalo kuruih pun org ingt besaq jugak sbb tulang kta besar~~and lg stu yg saiz berbadan kecik ni tulang depa suma jenih kecik2 sbb tu la depa kecik ja~~org panggil  kecik molek~~haha~~memg syok tgk org kecik molek ni nampak comey ja kan???tapi kan ampa suma kena besyukur dgn diri masing2 sbbnya Allah tu dah jadikan yg terbaik untuk kita semua~~jgn duk merungut~~memg stiap dripada kta mempunyai metabolisme yg berbeza~~ada yang metabolisme rendah,makan skit dah naik~~ada yang mempunyai metabolisme yg tinggi~~hentam makan apa pun badan duk mcm tu jugak~~lepas tu yg mkn mcam22 ni pulak duk bangga la mkan apa pun makan x naik~~org22 mcm ni pun satu hal jugak da tau mkn apa pun still kecik xpayah duk mengata org len yg diet~~ksian la kat minah2 yg diet ni~~putus harapan dgaq~~

apapun korg~~yang penting kita sihat and happy slalu~~kunci kebahagiaan =)

TAPI kepada sesiapa yang nak diet kan~~mai nak bg tips yang aku baca dlm paper KOSMO yg bertarikh
12 Disember 2010(lama gila sekarang da 2011 la weh!!)haha, jgn diet melulu sgt~~dlm paper ni~~org ni berjaya turunkan 100 kg kepada 70kg~~mksdnya dia trunkan 30 kg la  dalam masa enam bulan~~dia ni lelaki, disbbkan dia xmau penyakit so  dia trunkan berat badan dia~ dia xmau dapat penyakit tiga serangkai dan strok~~~tujuan dia diet ni sbnrnya untuk kesihatan~~mcm ni la kita nak =) niat kna ikhlas kalo nak buat apa22~~tetiba tringat lecturer Calculus, dia slalu pesan niat kna btol bila msuk ke kelas, bru la ilmu snang msuk~~begitu jugak dengan apapun yang kita buat~~jgn sesekali harapkan balasan org =) okeyla sy dah mengarut  nampaknya~~mari kita teruskan dgn tips menurunkan berat badan =)

SARAPAN- sarapan amat penting kerana badan memerlukan tenaga untuk aktiviti yang bakal dilakukan pada hari tersebut.Mulakan hari anda dengan susu atau minuman coklat beserta bijirin. Jika tidak menggemari bijirin,capati,tosai atau roti jugak memadai~~

TENGAH HARI- Kurangkan pengambilan nasi dan sebagai permulaan,ambil setengah jumlah nasi yang biasa diambil sebelum ini dan lebihkan lauk seperti ikan,sayur,daging atau ayam.Elakkan makanan berminyak dan minum air masak.

PETANG-Segelas air panas dan buah sudah mencukupi

MALAM- Elakkkan makan selepas pukul 8mlm kerana makanan yang diambil tidak akan dibakar kerana tiada aktiviti yang dialakukan selepas itu.Kebanyakan kita akan tidur.Oleh itu,sekiranya terasa lapar,makan biskut atau roti sahaja.,

PENTING!!!Jangan biarkan diri anda kelaparan kerana ia akan menyebabkan otak menghantar isyarat bahawa bdan kekurangan tenaga untuk dibakar sekaligus melambatkan metabolisme tubuh yang mengakibatkan anda sukar menurunkan berat badan. Diet seimbang perlu diselangi dengan senaman yang teratur~~

Jangan lupa bersenam yer kawan-kawan~~memg kadang2 kita xda masa  nak bersenam tapi cuma korg p kemas bilik korg ka, rumah korg ka~~mksudnya wt la keja apa22 jgn duk tdo jaaa~~~kalo mkn seimbang tapi tdo ja, xda kesan jugak~~hehe~~

ouh lg stu org bjaya trunkan berat bdan sebanyak 30 kg ni, dia slalu bangkit tubi 50 kali pada wktu pagi dan malam, lepas tu dia slalu p mendaki gunung..dan apa yang mengejutkan sy ialah dia merupakan Jurureka di Bahagian Komunikasi Korporat, Universiti Putra Malaysia....(knapa aku xknal weh!!!sbb UPM tu bsar dan ramai sgt org)haha~~tapi kan dia x mengambil nasi,beliau gantikan mkanan berkabohidrat dgn bijirin,biskut berserat tinggi dan roti~~(semangat yang tinggi)~~bagi sy~~ kalo korg ni memg xley hdup tanpa nasi korg bley amalkan tips seperti di atas~~mkan kurang- senaman banyak~~~yg penting ad semngat yg tinggi~~sbb tu Rasullullah penah berpesan, bersederhana la dlm kehidupan, mkn pun kena sederhana jugak jgn OVER!! sbb yg OVER!! tu nafsu kita~cubalah kawal demi kesihatan kita =) you are what you eat from your head to your feet!!!kite yg decide mcm mana kita melalui pemakanan seharian kita~~Bulan Ramadhan pun bakal menjelma x lama lg~~slalunya time bulan puasa ni org makan banyak lg lebeyh dari slalu~cba kita ubah perspektiff tu, bulan puasa bulan untuk kita beribadat,bukan bulan untuk kita beli mkanan bnyak22 kat bazar ramadhan...elakkan pembaziran..bila berbuka tu mkan dalam kuantiti yg biasa sudaa~~time ni kalo korg nak ambil peluang untuk diet pun boleyh~=)~~kalo kita btol amalkan cara Islam~~Insyaallah hdup sentiasa diberkati Allah~~

tu saja celoteh dari sy~~semoga kita jumpa lagi~~

thx for reading =)

malay version (pengalaman ku bekerja)

okeylah~~slalu kalo eca post dlm english kan bukan nak blgak or poyo tp sbnrnya nak improve penulisan dlm english~~(korg jgn slh faham yer) ehehe~~

skrg ni biarlah eca critakan pengalaman bkerja di Billion Sg Petani Kedah sbg promoter ksut berjenama Pallas ( penah dgr x jenama tu, ala jenama ksut sekolah korg lah p cek tgk) haha~~~

first time keja kan rs mcm xda kwn pd mulanya~~first skali yg eca knal adalah supervisor department kasut namanya uncle sani( xtau btol x ejaannya)..so first skali wktu nak msuk keja~~eca xtau pulak yg nk kena msuk keja melalui basement and ada laluan msuk ke situ~~punyalahh tunggu lama, tunggu pasaraya bukak jam 11 pg~~tp malangnya eca sptutnya kna msuk sblum pukul 11..rs mcm pelik..10 minit sblum jam menunjukkan pukul 11 pagi,.tnpa bfikir lg~~eca trus mnerpa ke arah seorg pekerja yg bniaga di kedai yg jual majalah and mkanan ringan kat situ....dia bgtau eca, adik promoter ke?? eca mnjawab :yer tp bila pntu pasaraya nak bukak? then dia ckp kalo kerja adik kna msuk mlalui basement bru boley punch card di situ~~eca pun meminta diri dan trus brlari menuju ke tempat yg tlah diberitahu`~~owhhh kat situ upanya bru nampak pkerjaa222 billion~~~hahaa~~rs mcm blurr and skema giler~`haha~~pastu pulak eca msuk kelam kabut dan rs mcm rusa msuk kampung pulak~~haha yerla x biasa keja kat situ~~pastu eca pun pegila kat department kasut then jumpalah budak prempuan cina di situ~~then start dr situ bermulah pekenalan kami and dialah yg tlg ajar mcm mana nak buka bill kalo ade org nak beli ksut, mcm mna nak tukar kasut dan mcm2 lg~~mula22 dia tnya bru lepas spm ke? then eca ckp xla dah umo 21 tahun~~dia tkjut sbb dia ckp nmpak muda and lg stu dia pulak muda dr sy, umo dia 20 dan namanya Teh Su Ann~~~haha time tu cm lawak gila~~cuma sdeyla x nmpak matang lg~~~haishhh~~haha :P skrg dia msih lg bkerja dan bakal msuk ke USM sem depan, sgala nasihat eca berikan kat dia supaya dia lebey bsemangat!! she is a good chinese girl that i've ever met :)

kemudian kenal pulak dgn seorg lg budak namanya azlina abdul razak, orgnya tinggi lampai and berkaca mata~~seorg yg nakal dan peramah dan x lupa jugak ramai peminat(pminat2 dia pulak sumanya hensem22 belaka) jeles i~~haha~~umo 20 tahun dan nmpak lebey matang dr sy~~~~hahaa~~bkwan dgn dia mmbuat diri ni lebey matang~~melalui pengalaman hdup yg dicertakan~~eca rs dia sgt tabah~~and hope dia bjaya jugak stu ari nnti~~~:)

lepas beberapa hari, eca knal pulak dgn seorg budak yg wt part time sama dgn eca tp dia bhgian department cotton. namanya ialah siti naquiyah~~org panggil Quya~~dia seorg yg serius bila bkerja, and jugak sering cta pengalaman dia time kat poli di johor~~dia amik bidang fesyen...dia boley wt baju mcm22 ckp je nak baju ape~~~ehehe~~dia jugak kire berpengalaman la sbb dr lepas spm lg bila cuti pnjang ja dia wt part time kat situ~~plg penting skali kalo eca xtau ape22 je eca akan rujuk kat dia lah~~~orgnya kecil molek shja and sgt matang bila bfikir~~kagum22~~~hehe

hari pun beganti hari~`kmudian ada budak baru msuk namanya Diyana~~~ni blog dia~~haha promote sket :P http://cikyayacimplegurlz.blogspot.com/2011/06/kampung.html haha~~diyana ni comel orgnya smpai ada budak stor ni mintak no dia~~haha kelakar la kisah diorg kalo nak citer memg pnjang kan~~~biar cik diyana sndiri lah yg mengulas lebeyh lanjut kan ? ahaksss~~~diyana ni dia jaga ksut yang berjenama KONG~~ksut wanita la katakan~~ahaha. kami berdua ni nakal orgnya, slalu curi22 beli asam wktu kami p toilet~~kegilaan makan asam melanda~~haha nsib baik bukan time study~~kalo x abis laaa~~~haha~~eca slalu ckp kat diorg kalo org suka mkn asam ni dia kuat cemburu~~oops terkena kat batang hidung sendiri balik~~haha
kami jugak sering bertukar2 crita mengenai pengalaman time matrik and eca crta pasal pengalaman kat universiti and bg nasihat kat diorg~~hehe yerlaa diorg kat bru 19 tahun~~diyana ni baik hati orgnya~~time besday bf dia, dia bg kek~~then kdg22 kalo dia beli jagung kami makan senyap22 kat tempat rahsia kami~~haha nakal x???:P biasala kan~~hehe~~

kemudian pulak knal dgn seorg rakan~~dia ni rakan sekolah dyana namanya hanim~~kebetulan hanim ni knal dgn adik kepada kwn yg rapat dgn eca~~~begitu kecil dunia ni sama dgn tema blog eca what a small world??haha~~:P~okey hanim ni sgt peramah orgnya~~and sdikit gila22 and sgt ceria orgnya~~ kalo duk dgn dia rasa nak gelak ja~~mimik muka bila dia crita sesuatu sgt bersungguh22~~dia ni lantang bersuara kalo dia x puas hati and sgt berani orgnya~umo dia baru 19 thun, pndai masak, mnjahit, bwak keta,memg pakej lengkap la jd suri rumah~~hehe...and perangai dia pulak sama dgn eca iaitu cepat menggelabah~~pengalamn yg dia lalui pun mcm2 jugak~~sgt seronok dpt berkongsi crita dgn dia~~

bila dikenang balik suma tu~~eca rasa bersyukur sgt dpat kenal dgn diorg~~syg kamu semua~~eca blaja mcm22 mengenai khidupan ni~~kdg2 kta perlu bersyukur dgn apa yg kta ada sbb kdg22 org lain ada yg lg x bnasib baik~~jgn tau nak complainnn ja kan~~hihi

thx jugak kpada my si mata bulat coz slalu menemani sy bila sy rehat~~haha dia teman dlm phone ja laaa~~sms sudaaaa (over la kan kalo nk jumpa slalu tol x??blom jd husband lg~~)hehe :P

and lastly nak minta maaf if eca ade tsalah ckp ker or ter over ke~~maap yer rakan22 =)manusia x lari dr melakukan kesalahan~~(tp jgnla slalu sgt wt slh kan,,ish22) =)

okey hayatilah gmbr22 di bawah~~~:P

ni eca dgn hanim

diyana dan hanim

eca dan diyana

diyana yg comey

ni la budak simple~~p keja hanya pkai t-shirt putih,kasut crocs(sbb tkot skit kaki sbb kena bdiri bjam22) and jeans~~simple and mudah~~:)

ni tag yg perlu sy pkai~~:)

ni la cash bill~~bila customer beli nak kena bukak bill~~=)

ok ni tag time rehat~~bila rehat kta kna pkai tag ni~~hehe

ok ni kasut yg diikat oleh Diyana~~aku xpnah pkai kasut yg ikat mcm ni mklumlah time sekolah dulu pengawas so jd skema la~~haha~~:P

tu sjela crita wt mase ni~~maap lg skali kalo ade tsalah ckp~~hehe~~

sorrow

sometimes I feel sad~~~sigh`~

do u really love me?~~hurm~~do u understand me well?? :'(

people do change but they never realized their changes~~until we tell them~~

it was difficult for someone to accept me as supposed I'm  used to be~~yeah my bad attitude~~i can't change..my fault~~

and sometimes I was juz thinking how unlucky I was in many aspects~..... hurm~~(tears dropped as I typed this sentence)

=(

part time job :)

alhamdulillah~~

the day after tomorrow I will start a part time job as a promoter~~

 wish me luck~~hope I can be a good worker~~=)

time = money~~haha~~:P

a friend in need, is a friend in deed~~

as i go through the pictures in my phone~

i found the pictures which shows the moment in semester 4 in UPM,

it was a moment  together with my friends,

singing

eating

study

love

sleep

meeting

gossip

fashion

solving problems

advising each other

happy time =)

sad time =(

all of this happens in a 103 room in Bestari,KPZ,UPM

there, stood a kind-hearted girl named Fadzilah Ramli and Elfera Idris~

I'm lucky to have a friend like both of u~~

I admit I could not be as good friend as both of u~~

and

I always wondered what happens when all of this is over??

............................................................................

better just let it be~~I'm just hoping that our friendship will last forever~~lot of people came in and out in our lives but those who leaves a footprint in our heart will always stays~~FOREVER~~

yesterday is a history,

tomorrow is a mystery,

AND

today is a gift~~

appreciate every moment and day in your life coz we don't know that we might lost it someday~~

I just pray that we all succeed in life~~lets improve~~and prove it to others!!~~=))

tadaaaa~~elfera and ila

me as a first year student~

fera and me

and not forgotten~~my best friend from sek men ibrahim

heddy mansor

boodak kaca mata ( i'm not included)haha

amalia and fadhilah

macho guys from my hometown and my school~:P :P

=)

me,yat, khai and mukhriz

my plkn friends

me, nizam and fadhliana

me and nizam

me and fadhliana

fadhliana and me

in between guys~~haha

=)

my matric friends

me and and my crazy roommates in matric~

malaysian sakura~~huhu~~:P

me and zieza

sweet couple yg tgh hot masa ni~~:P

nmpak secocok x?haha :P

miss all of u

suddenly found this old pictures~~ahaksss (sape ni x knal :P)

tq for being such a good friend in my life~~~=)

those friends above are friends that always hold their hands whenever I'm deep with sorrow~~and always cheer me up~~

I live with supportive friends who always there for me~~

tq so much~~=)

introducing my team mates blog

our blog is still new~~

try to visit it~~

http://kamiyangsetia.blogspot.com/

=)

lazy

I got a lot of planning for this semester break~~

but~~

I'm lazy~~~arggghhh~~

and as I click on the keyboard~~

my mind is empty~~and now I am listening to one song by Bruno Mars...lazy~~

again clicking on a play button on you tube~~ahaksss~~

Hello

Now I'm still online, and my mom ask me to hear a song~~

It is an old song which I've never heard before~~

and the tune flew into the air as I click the play button on you tube~~

 now listen............HELLO by Lionel Richie.....=)


I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

last but not least

juz wanna say~~

thanks coz u have meet my mom~~

hope we'll meet again~~someday~

take care dear~~~=)

edited by elfera idris~~~tq~~=) photography by elfera idris

tears....

juz wanna say

"Tears are words the hard can't express"

and i really get dissapointed with a person whom i love so much~~

hope u are happy when I'm not with u anymore~~

till then

bye~~tq so much for doing this to me~~~

two times is enough for me to fall in love with anyone~~

to myself: be strong~~~=) focus~~only few days u will face the finals~~

my 21st birthday~~~22 april 1990~~

Hope i can be a good girl~

a good muslims girl~~

a good daughter~~

a good sister~~

a good friend~~

a good girlfriend~~



thx for the wishes from all my friends~~

thx for all the surprises~~=)

=)

although i didn't get any present except from my friend pija and fera~~nvm~~coz grown up didn't get any~~haha~~(pdahal dlm hati nak) kalo smbut kat umah msti mama bg hadiah yg best~~~huhu~~~mama i miss u so much~~~~=( hope to be with u on my birthday~~~

meatballs~~~

assalamualaikum, hye guys~~

do u have trouble in thinking what to eat for today???

haha~~~if u do have problem

I would like to suggest u a  best place to eat~~ahaksss :P 

IKEA~~???????? don't be surprised coz in IKEA, their speciality is meatballs~~u  should try it~~:P 

it is soooooooooo yummy~~

my menu for that day was chicken wing + meatballs+ DaIm Cake ~~tasty~~

try it, then u'll know ~~=)

again, thx to fera, farah and ila :)

and thanx bring me to One Utama and Ikea in a day~~happy =)

meatballs~~yummy~~

Daim cake + chicken wings

imperfection

bcoz of the imperfection, I fall in love with u ~~=)

Every time I read out old conversations, I realize how close we used to be =)

thx for the sweet memories =)

cute ~~~hihihi =)

Perfect Two Music Lyrics Video

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

I miss u =)

Friendship~~

suddenly I miss our friendship~~~






Just because we're not close anymore doesn't mean I don't care about you.






although we are not in the same way now and even though u hate me or dislike me~~I always remember our memory together~~=)~~thx for your kindness~~It doesn't matter if u don't like me but as long as u r happy, I am happy~~always pray for your happiness~:)

=)

Friendship is the golden thread that ties the heart of all the world.

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.


A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen~~